Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Well....

i haven't had too darn much going on. Started a diet today, we'll see how well that goes. today went good, i'm doing it with erika. 1500 calories a day, and keeping a food diary so we're aware of what we're eating. and trying to be more active. i think i only had about 900 calories if not less today and i wasn't really hungry. i'll probably eat something before bed though just so that i dont end up starving by morning and binging on sugary cereal the first chance i get.

Last week i changed my phone number after a pretty traumatizing text battle with mom. Quincy was right, i should have never texted her back like a month ago. she is impossible to get rid of. it was either change my number or get a restrianing order.

This weekend we went to the SX races. it was fun. we hauled the 2 quads and dirtbike out and set them up with For Sale Signs. we had quite a few people interested but idk how many people were really serious. one guy called today on the dirt bike and wants to see it again. i had kind of hoped that that would be the last to go so q still had something to play on, but i kind of knew that the quads would inevitably be harder to get rid of. but alas it is one step closer to a polaris rzr s so thats good.

Things are looking pretty good on taking steps toward marriage. quincy told his dad that we were trying to "take some steps and get rid of the quads and stuff so we can get married" and told several people at the races saturday that he wanted to get rid of them so we could get more serious and get married etc; i just dont know how serious he is about it. i know he seriously wants to get married, but i just dont see him spending any money or bringing himself to ever buying a ring when he can't ever seem to even get me a birthday or anniversary or christmas gift (excluding the first christmas we had), let alone a ring. he just doesn't shuck out money like that for people other than himself....that sounds harsh and shitty. but its kind of just the truth. i've come to terms with the truth, but i just have to keep reminding myself that this whole process will probably take a lot longer than i would like. like it may happen later rather than sooner instead of the vice versa. its just kind of like beating my head against a brick wall sometimes. i can't really talk about kids because he acts like i'm out of my mind even though he says he wants kids. and when i text him questions about our relationship he just doesn't respond at all. like AT ALL. i dont get that. its like he just avoids it all together.

anyways. i think i'll go have a snack, do some facebook stalking and hit the hay.
:o)
goodnight.

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